Note from a Pain Slut

Many people react with disgust or confusion when they hear hear explain a girls personal love  for masochism and pain.  I can understand how it might be a hard concept, especially for vanilla types to comprehend. And I found this note from a pain slut eloquently explains what she finds so appealing about it:

______________________________________

In pain, I find freedom. It wipes away all of the drivel, the white noise, the doubt, the fear, and loneliness ..there is only the rawness of the current moment. It forces me to evaluate and appreciate what is happening, without the burden of over analyzing its worth. It burns away my insecurities, and my mind is open for something deeper and more substantial.  I am able to cast off the prison that has enveloped my awareness. I am one with my presence, a melding of text and body. 

In this way I am able to heal, to accept, to love. Pain speaks to me on a level deeper than anything else because it is pure. There is only me, and the response of my nervous system. It's beautiful and terrifying in its simplicity. I welcome it, even crave it some days, because in pain there is truth. In truth there is knowledge. In knowledge there is power. Power over my own pain is the highest form of self control I can obtain. I look forward to the challenge of its mastery, and the self discovery I will achieve during the journey. 

Pain is the most intimate lover and mentor I could seek, and in its teachings I have developed into the person I am today. Pain is not proud, pain does not boast, pain does not lie. 

It simply is. 

And I am home.

Read more »

The Brain of Pain of Slut -Pt.1

“The mind is its own place, and in itself can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven..” 
― John Milton, Paradise Lost

I am a bit of a sadist.  I enjoy inflicting both pleasure (i.e. forced orgasms) and pain. But I really love to inflict pain on a girl who ENJOYS it!

I used to have a slave who was a total pain slut -- who would get wet and horny and turned on if I flogged her. If I wanted to make sure she was ready for sex,  I could spank her hard so that her ass turned bright red.

This is interesting because I've known many slaves who transform the experience of pain (that most people would find unpleasant) into a source of great pleasure that they would seek out.  A good pain slut has transformed the experience of pain into that of pleasure in her brain.

That doesn't mean that they can't experience unpleasant pain...for example, if she were to burn herself accidentally on the stove (this happened) she hated it! It hurt her a lot and the pain was most unpleasant.  And yet if I inflicted a similar pain on her, because the source of the pain was her Daddy, she would melt and swoon and beg for more.

And if I were to beat her in front of a crowd of people (for example, on stage at a party) her pain tolerance would go through the roof as she was giving a performance and LOVED it! So on stage, she developed an extreme tolerance and enjoyment of pain -- due entirely to the source and situation --> which tells me a slut's brain is a very important thing.

And so, the most important part of a slave is her brain -- and making sure that she is in the right space to properly enjoy everything that she experiences.

Read more »